Words can't express how I feel right now. Today, we lost a wonderful man. I don't think I have to speak on what kind of impact Michael left on this earth because every one should know. If you don't know, please read up on him.
For as long as I can remember, I have been a fan of Michael. Like I said, I'm a lover of music so I was madly in love with Michael. I remember going to pre-school with my little notebook with Michael's picture on the front. I can't think of a childhood memory that didn't have Michael in it. My dad would play all Michael through the house and trying to get the dance moves down was just the biggest thing to me. Still to this day, I vow that I'm gonna marry him lol. I
I remember when I first saw Michael. The video was before my time (90's kidd), but it was the thriller video. I remember that video scared me shitless, but I FELL IN LOVE. From the time I layed eyes on him, he just captivated me. His voice, his moves, his persona. EVERYTHING. I lived, eat and breathed MJ from that point. No one could tell me anything bad about Michael.
His music was just so influential and moving. I don't think the world could ever meet someone who is so humble and kind hearted as MJ was. Even through people bashing him and calling him all sorts of names, he never resorted to the name calling like they did. He stayed strong and I stayed by him. Michael was too much for the world and I LOVED HIM....and still do. He did so much for me with his music that no other artist ever did. I feel like I'm losing a big part of me right now. As I write this i'm still crying, and have been since he was hospitalized. It's just unreal to me.
This man has done so much for me and the whole world. He's the reason why music is so much to my life. IT IS MY LIFE. He's my inspiration. My admiration. My role model. My love. No one can ever take the place Michael held in my heart ever.
It took me so long to get my tears under control, and I still find myself sobbing every now and then. Like I said, Michael was too good for his world. I know he's in a better place, but I just wish he was still here. This world was too cruel to Micheal, so God rest his soul. My condolenses go out to him and his family.
I don't think I'll ever be the same
I feel like I lost the love of my life
Michael
my love
my inspiration
my role model
my everything. R.I.P.
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