seasons change♥

So I'm finally home now. Took my final at 8am, made it home by 6.
Thank God the semester is over. It wasn't that stressful, but it was soooo much work!
I'm glad to have a break from it though. Unfortunately, I start work tomorrow
Not too unfortunate cuz I'm gonna be workin wit somethin I love the most, clothes AND my bestie, Jayleece :D
These 5 weeks are gonna be a much need break.
Some highlights from fall09:

Dec: random pic in phase3. Me & Maiya were goin to Key's room and I saw this pretty tree. I just had to capture the moment, and she just had to jump in the pic.

Dec: the typical crew at Chacho's with Chris (with the sunglasses) for his bday. That night was crazy. Jooces on deck for real hehe

Nov: karaoking thanksgivin break wit the girls and special guest, Jamarcus!

Dec: All the girls at Chacho's for our bro's bday, Chris!
Nov: KAOS party...last party before the break. Me and my real hair too

Nov: celebrating T. Cox "birthday" hehe. Me & the girls at chili's

Oct: at one of the football games (btw, football team are SWAC champs, yuuup!)..the man in the pic was lookin for a suga mama lol

Oct: me and some of the girls. Kappa halloween party. sexy witch at your service ;)

Home is where the heart is♥

me & my heart^^^^^

So I'm on my thanksgiving break right now. Thankfully, I don't have any homework or much studying to do so I can chill and relax with my family and friends for the next 5 days :D


I'll be bringing more posts soon so look out for it!

Time Got the Best of Me

Sorry I've been so absent...okay I went MIA for a minute

I started school on the 31st of Aug so I been hella busy

This is the only free time i've had to come on here in a LONG TIME

I'm doing 15 hours, done every MWF by 12 and Tues/Thurs. by 2

after that, either it's study, homework, or getting into something wit the girls

oh yea, the girls....

and the guys....

(lol)

SO WHEN YOU SEE ME YOU GON' SEE MY GOONS!!!!

so i'll try to update as often as possible...right now, i'm about to head to dallas wit the girls

it goes down at the Cotton Bowl....ttyl!

An Angel Gone Too Soon

Today marks the 8 year anniversary of Aaliyah's death. For those of you who don't remember or don't know, Aaliyah died in a plane crash on this date 8 years ago when she was leaving Bermuda from shooting the video for her song "Rock The Boat". Aaliyah and the 9 other passengers, including the pilot, all died when the plane crashed.
I remember I idolized Aaliyah so much as a little girl. I wanted to be a singer like her so I would sit in the mirror and sing her songs all the time.
The world was robbed of such an amazing person too soon, but she's in a better place now

Now here's a vid for your pleasure that I found a couple years back. It includes a tribute to Aaliyah and Left Eye. Enjoy!
http://s12.photobucket.com/albums/a227/CiCi_Fanni8/Aaliyah/fan%20made/?action=view&current=AaliyahandLeftEyeTLCMusicVideo-Trib.flv

Paparazzi

It's funny how people are so bothered with what I'm doing in my life. Always watching my every move and going to report back to ppl who DON'T even know me at all

what's your point?!?!

It just pisses me off when people think they know me and goes around saying things about me. i don't know you! you don't know me or what I do in my private life. Just because you see me here and there with such person doesn't mean you know what's going on.

Don't assume things. You know what they say about ppl who assume lol.

I guess Lady Gaga said it right: "I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you till you love me, paparazzi". But, you know who you are, thank you for taking time out of your day to worry about what I'm doing. If you gonna talk though, get ur facts straight. Tis' all!

oh yea...
mellow face you hoes!

Where would I be...

I been through alot in my life, I must say
but through it all, there have been ppl who have been there for me
ppl I can actually call friends
I love them to death♥
so here they are...my real friends :D (in no particular order lol)


The Girlz!!!! Key, Tiff, Maiya & Kayla. What would college be without ya'll. I can honestly say I know i've made some life long friends my freshman yr. We seen it all and did it all in 1 yr. We had our ups and downs, but we were always there for each other. Love ya'll!


One of the besties K. Davis. As u can see, we in deep conversation, that's how we stay. I can talk to this girl about anything and vice versa. We been friends since soph. yr in HS, and going in strong. If Mrs. Billings could break us up (lol), no one can.


Bestie Jay Z. Go back like 4 flats on a cadillac (how old is that saying lol). She was the first person I met when I moved to alief in 03 and we been besties ever since. I can honestly say we been through it mane. If only ya'll knew how many times we stopped talking then start again lol. It's ridiculous, but we always make our way back to each other.


Jamarcus my love♥. I remember first meeting u in Mrs. Schmock class jr yr. U are honestly the most uncontrollably AMAZING person I have met. It's funny how we became close after we left HS. I have so much fun with you. Your one of the few ppl I can stay on the phone with for hours and not be annoyed lol.

The bestie Zay & my gurl Faidat. Zay is the partner in crime foreal. We do everything together. She's just as crazy as me, but she tries to play innocent. No one can fuck wit us, we quick to pull out the AKs and M16 lol jk. No she's my chick I love her.

Faidat ,I remember when we hated each other soph yr lol. Now look at us. Your an amazing person and your so funny. Every time I think of u I think of the night we were driving to warehouse live. Now I know to be quiet as a mouse when you're driving on a freeway lmao. love ya girl!

I'm Goin In

Hey ppl, just checkin in
I haven't been on here since my grandma passed, so I thought i'll let ya'll know what's up with me
I feel alot better now. I cried for 3 days straight. My best friend even tried taking me out, but whenever it would come to my mind I would just break down. It's been really hard for me to deal with. I'm very big on family so to lose someone I love takes a huge toll on me. I think i cried more than anyone in my whole family
I'm doing alot better now though. I just came back from san antonio with my family (including my uncle who just got back from afghanistan and his son, kaiden, my aunt annemarie and her daughter, kalanee)
I had sooo much fun!
the only downside is, my face is now as dark as nite lol
i'll be spending these next few weeks in the house trying to get my color back
but i'll be bringing pics of that trip soon
stay up ppl, cuz I know I will♥

My Heart Caved In♥

I'm suppose to do tease me tuesdays today, but today has just been a down day for my
my granmother passed today

I don't know what to do with myself honestly
I was just speaking to my cousin on thursday about her and she told me how sick she was
then I called my best friend and told "I think my grandma is going to die", but I never thought it would've been 5 days later
I had gotten a call from someone back home. I didn't know who it was. Something told me to answer, but I just rolled over and went back to sleep :(
woke up 5 minutes later to get up to go out with my best friend, went downstairs and my dad told me
I just collapsed. I couldn't breathe. My chest felt so heavy. I couldn't see. I couldn't think. I couldn't do anything
I haven't seen her in 8 years, but she's always been in my heart and mind.
My cousin told me she gave her a kiss for me the day we talked and she just smiled
I just wish I could've said good bye. Even though she wasn't talking, I wish I could've told her how much I loved her and missed her before she went. I hope she was proud of me.
I've never really seen my dad cry til today. I cried with him too!
my best friend took me out to help me clear my head and not think about it so much
It helped, but then I got back home and can't stop crying again.
I close my eyes, but their still flowing out.
I love you Ama. Always and forever♥

Feeling Myself

So these past couple days, I've had alot of days to think to myself, especially when my little cousin was gone lol. In that time, my phone was going off like crazy
(it's weird when i'm busy is when it goes off alot, but when i'm free it never rings) and a couple of those times, it was a guy
now i'm single, so I feel like I can talk to whoever and how many ppl I want, I'm not committed to anyone

but lately with these dudes textin me, I realize why I'm single

I got too many things to be worried in my life, I don't have time for none of these guys
I see why I haven't made my way around to see ANY of them. Not that I'm always busy, I just don't feel like going

I'm feeling myself too much right now. I'm trying to get on my grind and a guy would just get in the way of that right now

so if you one of those guys, and u reading this, dn't be surprised when I don't reply to your text

My babe is BACK!!!

and ya'll thought he was done. HA!
couple of his songs have been leaking, the latest are ABC and Smash(LOVES IT!)
go check them out...waiting for an official single CB :)

Tease Me Tuesday

<♥Christopher Brown♥

also known as Chris Brown or C Breezy

some of you may not like him, and that's fine

but I do....

you can't deny he looks good though! ;)

Caribbeans do it best!

sorry ppl, I been having a long 2 wks
It was caribfest out here in Houston last week
I had the biggest blast!
Being from the caribbean (DOMINICA!!!!) I always have fun wit my caribbean ppl
but this week I just been catching up on sleep
here's some pics from my wknd

;) the DJ that had my eye the whole week lol ;)

Since Keri's Stronger

So this is my song of the moment!

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE MJB

but I heard Keri's version first, an i'm just addicted to it!

the song just speaks to me so much

I've experienced alot of things in my life

from problems with friendship, family, and myself

but everything I been through, only allowed me to better myself

I never let anything keep me down....for too long

It made me who I am today....Stronger!

Love Game

So I got my hair done on saturday

thought i'd share it with ya'll :)
anyway, I put a new layout on the page
It's summer, and though I like dark colors, I decided to go somewhat bright
the reason I chose Love Game for this post is cuz of Lady Gaga
well not her, but my BFF

(that's her fav song)

that's her^^^^^

well it's funny cuz we just found our way bacc to each other

fell off cuz of some stupid drama

but we bacc by popular demand! lol

been doing it for 6 years

we can't be stopped!!!

to the bestie Jay Z!

The Loss Of A Legend

Words can't express how I feel right now. Today, we lost a wonderful man. I don't think I have to speak on what kind of impact Michael left on this earth because every one should know. If you don't know, please read up on him.

For as long as I can remember, I have been a fan of Michael. Like I said, I'm a lover of music so I was madly in love with Michael. I remember going to pre-school with my little notebook with Michael's picture on the front. I can't think of a childhood memory that didn't have Michael in it. My dad would play all Michael through the house and trying to get the dance moves down was just the biggest thing to me. Still to this day, I vow that I'm gonna marry him lol. I

I remember when I first saw Michael. The video was before my time (90's kidd), but it was the thriller video. I remember that video scared me shitless, but I FELL IN LOVE. From the time I layed eyes on him, he just captivated me. His voice, his moves, his persona. EVERYTHING. I lived, eat and breathed MJ from that point. No one could tell me anything bad about Michael.

His music was just so influential and moving. I don't think the world could ever meet someone who is so humble and kind hearted as MJ was. Even through people bashing him and calling him all sorts of names, he never resorted to the name calling like they did. He stayed strong and I stayed by him. Michael was too much for the world and I LOVED HIM....and still do. He did so much for me with his music that no other artist ever did. I feel like I'm losing a big part of me right now. As I write this i'm still crying, and have been since he was hospitalized. It's just unreal to me.

This man has done so much for me and the whole world. He's the reason why music is so much to my life. IT IS MY LIFE. He's my inspiration. My admiration. My role model. My love. No one can ever take the place Michael held in my heart ever.

It took me so long to get my tears under control, and I still find myself sobbing every now and then. Like I said, Michael was too good for his world. I know he's in a better place, but I just wish he was still here. This world was too cruel to Micheal, so God rest his soul. My condolenses go out to him and his family.

I don't think I'll ever be the same

I feel like I lost the love of my life

Michael

my love

my inspiration

my role model

my everything. R.I.P.

Suck it up, f&%k!

Sory I'm at my grandma''s house and her comp isn't the most perfect
but I logged onto myspace and I see a friend of mind has changd her status (AGAIN) saying something abou mending he broken heart
and all I could do was roll my eyes
first, her status is always about some guy and 2 wks after they all lovey dovey, it's about them breaking up
it pisses m off cuz she so quick to jump into relationships
if u so quick to get back in the game, dn't do all tha cry baby ish
suck it up, hell
no dude is worth any girls tears
TIS ALL!!

p.s. the only man a girl can trust is her father- GREASE (lol) HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

So Far Gone

♥♥

i'm too excited right now

DRAKE. WEEZY. JEEZY. PLEASURE P. SOULJA BOY(not that I care)

AUGUST 22ND
HOUSTON, TX
BUYING MY TICKET AS SOON AS IT'S ON SALE!!!!

P.S.- if u dn't know who Drake is, get in touch wit the real world

Trouble Sleeping

I just can't ever go to bed early...or at night lol

I was sitting watching tv in my game room and a notebook on the bookshelf caught my eye

Well I pulled it out and it was frm my senior yr...wit my poems in it. Here's on of em

[[Words unspoken

hearts broken

feelings misled

tears shed]]

[[Truth is, it takes time to realize the truth
It could be so obvious to you
As right before your eyes
And you’re oblivious to the fact
And you don’t understand why.
Truth is, you never get over pain
As much as you put it behind you
It lingers in your mind
And haunts you all your life
It clings to you forever.]]

{listening to: "Hot N Cold" by Katy Perry}

Top 25

I told u i'm a lover of music. Here's my top 25 played (in order from most to least):

• Beyonce- Broken Hearted Girl
• Beyonce- Halo
• Beyonce- Disappear
• Beyonce- Ave Maria (I swear, I'm not a Bey stan lol)
• Ryan Leslie- Addited
• Me'Shell Ndegeocello- Fool of Me
• Beyonce- Diva
• Beyonce- Single Ladies
• Beyonce- Hello
• Beyonce- Satellites
• Cassie- Official Girl
• Drake- Don't You Have A Man
• Beyonce- Ego
• Drake- Brand New
• Keri Hilson- Where Did He Go
• Amy Winehouse- Best Friends
• Beyonce- If I were A Boy
• Beyonce- Radio
• Britney Spears- Circus
• Drake- Brand New Rmx
• Keri Hilson- Promise In The Dark
• Keri Hilson- Energy
• Duffy- Delayed Devotion
• Estelle- American Boy
• Jazmine Sullivan- Lions, Tigers, & Bears
  

Tease Me Tuesdays

♥Tremaine Neverson ♥
also known as Trey Songz or Trigga Trey



hot, right?
he can SURE get it. enjoy ladies!

Yep, it's her....

The name's Tiffani Crytel

reside in dha H, SWAT to be specific

college student (criminal justice)

fav. colors are red & purple

Music is my love

fashion is my life

dance is my obsession

can count my friends on less than 2 hands

Chris Brown, Drake & Trey Songz= my favs!

sorta a spoil brat

motto: shit happens, life goes on!