This Christmas break has been crazy for me, yet eventful. I got back on good terms with my best friend, I was working, got a car, and just experienced too much unnecessary drama.
It's funny, the people that I tried to leave in 2009 seem to make their way back into my life in the new year. Don't get me wrong, they're not the ones that's always the bad seed, I did my share of dirt too, but I'm trying to correct things in my life and start anew in 2010. Of course, I'll still be the same person, but some old habits I had are gonna die.
I let one person too many come into my life and just allowed me to go against everything I believe in. My problem was not knowing how to let go. Well I have. It didn't end well either, but maybe it was for the best it ended so badly. That way, I CAN'T and WON'T back track!
2010 is gonna be a great year for me though. I allowed myself to be held back in the past, but not again. I'm back into my writing. Poetry is my passion and I want to see how far it will take me. Maybe I'll go back to submitting them to contest also. I'm starting school nxt tuesday and doing 18 hours so that's gonna be QUITE the challenge, but it's something I'm ready for. Wish me luck!
